Right now, I'm staying in a Christian hostel, sleeping in a bunk bed with like 20 other chicks, all of whom snore. Loud. And since it is a Christian hostel, they talk a lot about God's love and have nightly bible discussions and stuff. But it is cheap.
It's been over a week and I still don't have an apartment even though I've gone to see about 20 different places with no luck.
I swear, if someone even looks at me funny, I think I'm going to break and just go fucking psycho on their ass due to lack of sleep and too much work and stress and frustration.
So, I'm making a crazy conscious effort to stay positive because otherwise I know I'll loose it.
For instance, I started sending myself text message reminders at random times, that say nice things, so when I'm feeling miserable, I'll get a nice happy message from myself, like, Cheer up and smile!, etc.
Thats a good idea, sending yourself little messages. That's what I need to do. Life right now is... AHHHHH! Driving me crazy. Well, hopefully you'll find a place soon, before you go crazy.
ReplyDeleteYou'll be in a good place and smile when when you think of yourself and how you are right now.
ReplyDeleteThis seems to be a crazy time for everyone. Everyone I know is going crazy. Maybe its God's doing ;o)
hey, i sent you a message on your new (?) mobile but you didnt answer...hope your doing well according to the circumstances...good luck and keep your head up!!! regards from simon, thomas and elisabeth as well!!!
ReplyDeletebisous