I am sitting in front of my computer, like usual, staring at the cursor flash to the seconds pass. Blankedy blank blank and I can't write my stupid thesis.
Ch ch ch ch, now I am running my fingers along all the keys, and that gap where the apostrophe button was before it popped out and got lost in the dust back in Bangladesh.
Sometimes, I lie and say it's okay when really it's not, or say it's not when really it is. I tell people stuff I don't truly mean, or don't tell the stuff I do.
Right now, for instance, I have a knot in my stomach where I know I should be feeling something, but it just isn't there.
I found your blog from Viki's blog and it is fun to read.
ReplyDeleteWhat do you think you should be feeling, but aren't? Or is that impossible to know?
L.B.: hiiiii!
ReplyDeleteMeh, I can't even tell anymore! But I imagine it might be: sad, lonely, stressed, insecure, and all the other good stuff. HAHA.
Know the feeling.
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