I will be on the plane in less than 24 hours and am very nervous all of a sudden.

Also, I am sad about having to part ways with some wonderful people I've met here. Though I know we will meet again soon, I am unsatisfied with my goodbyes. I feel all sentimental and jelly-like inside.

Fact: I can chat, chat, chat away to anyone who will listen but to actually open up and make real friends has never been easy for me. So it's a big deal that I have met some real friends here, in only 8 short months.

I guess you could say I am happy to go, but sad to leave.