Tomorrow is my first Reiki class and I am excited. The classes are a part of my journey towards inner peace. I'm not sure exactly what we will be doing - I imagine a lot of deep breathing and careful, concentrated hand movements. Cool, yo. I can be one of those wierdos that dresses all in white and stands in public parks at sunset.

Anyways, Reiki is mostly about channeling healing energy and opening up chis and stuff, as far as I know. This is all good since I've been feeling like I need some serious healing these days. It's like I try to do whatever it takes to avoid feeling so that I become anxious and jittery and needing something, anything, which usually turns out to be unhealthy things like alcohol or cigarettes or lots of food just to distract myself. And then I feel incredibly guilty, but at least I can pin point why, and that's alot easier than feeling unhappy for reasons you can't explain. Word.