Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I started smoking again, like full force. So now I smell like a disgusting ashtray plus whatever chemically perfume I spritz all over myself to disguise the smokeyness.

I worry that if I don't quit now, I never will.

I'm going to Ireland on Saturday. I think I'll try quitting again.

Also, I decided to make a list of the reasons why I'm afraid to quit, and then I'll go through some made-up cognitive behaviour therapy to understand why I shouldn't worry about them:

  • I'll gain weight
  • I won't be able to make friends as easily
  • I'll lose my "security blanket"
  • I'll lose my cynical edge
  • What will I do with my hands?

That's about all I can think of for right now.

5 comments:

  1. Anonymous2:01 PM

    Quitting smoking is for quitters... that HOT HOT girl in the pic you show above is smoking isn't she? and she's also smokkkin'!! So yeah, don't quit, we started smoking because it was cool and you know what? It still is!!! ;)

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  2. I don't want to stop being cool...

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  3. That's because she doesn't have a blog.

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  4. Why DOESN'T Pia have a blog?? You need a blog, Pia. Blogging is cool.

    That IS a great pic :)

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  5. Anonymous2:35 PM

    yeah I guess maybe i should have a blog, but if i get one then i won't be able to make fun of you guys for having one! lol!

    Am I, however, totally addicted to looking at your guys' blogs... its so much procrastinaty fun and you guys are so much more prolific than I would have thought.

    Im quitting smoking on Monday btw... we'll see how long I last.

    Pia

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